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Which one is me? 

The cheer-up, clear-thought one or the one in the deepest quite and still emotion? 

The organized one or the one draft by the flow of time and space. 

Unable to be any of them forever and always get bored with any of them. The first one is not right, the last one either. 

How can I tell people I will be like that? Sometimes I feel like playing and creating, sometimes it's so very comfortable to stay with the time and loneliness.